m i being too selfish in pursuing what i want?

i've tried to convince myself to go ahead with it for their sake, but i cant bring myself to do it for the next 30, 40 yrs of my life.

when i received good news for once, they didnt turn out to be as supportive as i'd hoped for. with a place that others would wish to have, i might have to give it up simply because i lack support from the dearest people in my entire life.


now tell me, what can i do?

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